Chapter 22 Landon

• I felt beyond angry after having had a lecture from the senior staff of the pack. Not to mention lecture after lecture since, from my Aunt. My Uncle was away on pack business right now, otherwise he would be giving me even more sermons to add to the previously applied ones from every fucker who felt they had something to say. Yes, I should not be acting like that in pack… I should be setting an example… I was offered so much here and should not throw it back in their face… people look up to me…blah blah fucking blah…
• I only knew I would be receiving further admonishing when my Uncle did return home. No, I shouldn’t have flown at my cousin the way that I did. I fucking knew that of course I did. But he also knew what my triggers were. It wasn’t like we didn’t speak often enough about things. He knew my reasonings for not wanting to go back to River Ash.
• I avoided everybody for the rest of the day. Even missing training, which was not something I had ever done since I had arrived here. Training was everything to me. It was the one thing that kept me in line. It kept me grounded. Gave me something to focus upon. But I simply could not face the looks upon the faces of all the senior warriors as they trained us. Plus, in truth, I did not want to face my cousin either. I hated how I had treated him…