Chapter 217 Camilla

• We were a a couple of days past returning from the Alpha celebrations of River Ash Pack, and I am a little ashamed to say, I have been avoiding everyone other than Bella. Hiding out in my room, and sneaking to work. That has been my sole purpose the last few days. Gutless? Perhaps. But, inexplicably in these moments which seem to be stuck on replay my head and my heart seem to be in turmoil, and I am not quite sure how to handle it. Jorge's mindlinks are rudely ignored, and his messages go unanswered.
• I can only imagine how he must be feeling. But my mind is a whirpool of confusion, and my soul feels like a sludge pit of emotion. The thing is, my mind had been buzzing with the thought of Jorge since his kiss. It isn't that I did not want it. Nor that I did not enjoy it. Because I did. But the fact I did seems to be making my thoughts harder to process. My mind battling with guilt for the man I feared I was replacing… my mate… not that he had been my mate for long… and the fear I had that I was not good enough for the man seemingly incredibly keen to get to know me. I was nothing but a mere omega for so many years. In that role you get spoken down to… treated like you are invisbible… a nobody. Worthless. What would a handsome and well respected warrior want with me?
• “Cami, come on, we were meant to be at the art store ten minutes ago!” Bella pulled me across the road in the town closest to our pack. The town where our new roles were located. A role so far from the omega, or maid role I had been doing previously… and I had to say I loved it. I loved the town too, one I was gradually growing accustomed to. As well as becoming adjusted to having the freedom to do as I pleased and explore...