Chapter 45

• Ashutosh:
• I tried to free Rudrani from her fears but gave her tears. How can I make her trust me and confide in me? I think I was lacking somewhere. I think, in words I said I want to be her friend, but in actions I behaved as a typical husband. If I want her to believe me, I should first give her that chance.
• I think it's not alone her fault, even I am at fault. If I scare her and keep conditions, how can she see a friend in me? When my friends tease me I laugh at their pranks but if Rudrani teases me saying monkey, I immediately try to scold her. Though it's for fun, still her mind may take it negatively. If I listen to her patiently she may open up to me. At the time of rapid fire, Rudrani explained her opinion and feelings very clearly. But after that I scared her completely. Yes, she lied to me but may be she was scared to say that she was in Sanjay's home as I won't accept it. If I remove that fear and give her more freedom, maybe she may feel free to talk to me.