Chapter 64

• Rudrani:
• I woke up in the morning to find me in Ashu's arms. He hugged me safely as if proctecting me from every evil of this world. I smiled remembering his efforts and the way he is dealing with me with patience to remove my phobia. He is never angry or upset with me though I pushed him away, slapped him and hurt him everytime he tried to remove my fear. He understood me and is very patient with me.
• I might have done a lot of good deeds in my last birth to get such a great husband. Though I doubted him thinking he wanted to marry my sister as I am unable to fulfill his manly desires, he understood my insecurity instead of being angry with me. Yesterday I realised his efforts are not waste and his love has power to heal me and make me forget every nightmare when I am being loved by him. I thought as he too understood that, he may take me. But, he surprised me by saying he will take things slowly and he had no plan of taking me at once without healing me completely.