Chapter 15 Mystery Solved

• “Are you sure?” I narrowed my eyes at him. I have known him for quite a while now, so I am feeling more comfortable and trusting towards him already. Anyways, he also knows never to offend me. I am not someone to push around, and he knew that too well. Being someone who always felt abandoned, I have learned to love myself. I no longer allow people or even situations to manipulate me in any way. Hell! I might as well kill myself if I don't have that self-worth anymore. And Mister Benson is aware of all of my thoughts. There are times when we also talk about serious matters, not always about jerking him off. Like, what do I look forward to? What keeps me going despite all my difficulties. And sometimes, I am also glad he is around to talk to. He is a sensible man. Aside from being rich, he is wise and, not to forget, devilishly handsome. Mister Benson is actually a businessman, he said. He is a corporate raider. He even asked me to be one of his clerk staff when I turn of legal age. But insisted on keeping our secret deal the way it is. Until his wife quits modeling abroad and decides to be home most of the time, he cannot fool around as he also loves his wife. I am totally just a diffuser. And I agree with it. We have no feelings attached. It was like, aside from the fact that he ejaculates when I serve him, there is nothing that would interpret our connection more than a business deal. I can tell him my honest comments about anything and everything. He, on the other hand, can tell me what he wishes and how he wants things done regarding my services.
• “I am sure. Anyways, you can finish me off with a blow after I make you cum. I won’t have blue balls. That is already enough for me.” He raised his right hand to swear.
• When he saw that I couldn’t decide to agree or disagree, he decisively took the lead and brought me to the sofa. The light was dim, and only the sounds of the television could be heard around us. He sat and made me sit on his lap as he lifted my chin to look me into my eyes. I can see his gaze was so intense. His eyes never left mine as his hands softly traveled around my arms and legs. I wondered what he was thinking when he suddenly spoke.