Chapter 72 Weird feelings

• Octavia POV
• For the past days that I found out about the alpha, being my mate, my life seems to have changed, it is still difficult to believe everything, considering how it all happened so fast. Thinking aboutdehe past, hurts me like hell, and not that alone, the thought of Kai, really hurts me, I feel like everybody betrayed me, even my own parents, they know about it all along, but decided to keep it to themselves, and allowed me suffered to the point of death. What if I had died for real? What if I never came back to life again? The thought of everything, breaks my heart.
• Over the weeks, I've grown fond of the alpha's sister, and her mate too, as they're the only ones I feel safe,being around. They've really been a good company, and always assured me that everything will be fine, which I really doubt. Most of the times, I loath moon goddess, for pairing me with such an heartless man, but then, I can't deny the mating bond, that keeps drawing me to him, making me think of him all the time. I hate the fact that I can't stop thinking of him, but it's not what I can deny, he's my mate, and there's nothing that can be done about it.