Chapter 44 He Needs An Advise

• Author POV
• Alpha Khalid kept pacing in the garden, as the image of her, keeps popping up in his head. Her weak and paled face, her weak and angry voice, her tattered clothes, her dirty and bruised body, her rough hair and everything, just the thought of it all, makes him feel so miserable. He knows he had always been a monster, he knows he's heartless, he's not a merciful being, he had never had this feeling all his life, but he couldn't just help it, no matter how he tried to control the feelings and act like it's fine, he found himself, getting consumed by it the more.
• He sighed frustratingly, as he stared into space, thinking of a possible thing to do about the whole thing. As much as he doesn't like talking to anyone about his personal life, he feels that he needs to talk to someone about it. For the first time in his entire life, for the first time in his whole years of existence, he feels like he needs an advise from someone, for the first time, he feels like he has a problem, for the very first time, he feels like he's going crazy about something, just for the first time, he feels like he can't handle this alone.