Chapter 55

• I curled my hands in a fist and stood under the shower. I let the water to wash away this feeling but every drop of water that falls on my face made me even more miserable because I know the feeling is not leaving my heart, only Christian’s call suck this out from me but I don't want him to do it, it's intolerable for him. He cannot endure the same thing again- so do I.
• I walked out and wore my clothes. Christian was still sleeping so I decided to walk out. The moment I took a step out, I saw Gwen,
• "Good Morning Ma'am."I just passed her a faint smile. Apart from Christian, I don't feel like talking to anyone and that sometimes applies on him. Sometimes, I just want to run to a desolated place and cry out loud and let out all this feeling of anguish.