Chapter 22

• The sound of my cries was muffled by my hand over my mouth to prevent from humiliating myself further. He made me do what I never want to, he made me feel so defiled and corrupt as it feels like my soul can never be purified again. I felt immense hate and repulsion for him. He made me hate him so much. He is the worst form of a human, he is a cruel guy with no compassion for anyone. I want to run away to a deserted place and cry out loud. I want to be away from him as much as possible.
• I constantly begged this insensitive guy to spare me some dignity and do what he pleases at home; I will quietly submit but he didn’t listen. How in the world he came to know I hate PDA in the first place? It’s like he knew what I hate the most and doing what exactly I despise, he wanted to crush any chance of giving our relationship a chance- which never existed in the first place.
• After struggling for a while, I stopped my cries and wiped my tears. I washed my face and sniffed to calm myself. I looked at him with eternal resentment.