Chapter 22 Lilah

Well my birthday is finally here!....... while I truly don’t feel like celebrating, I am beyond excited to finally get to meet my wolf… I wonder what she will be like…. What she will look like….. what her personality will be like…….. as she is going to be like another person I have to share my headspace with at times so I hope she is strong, someone to help me………but at the same time I am terrified….
Anxious…..nervous……… I know shifting for the first time will hurt….. more than hurt…… imagine your bones altering shape….. shifting shape to allow your body to take on a completely different form…… I have seen so many people shift over the years…Mum, Dad, friends, family….. and you can often hear the bones as they crack and snap, adjusting into position……..
I’ve heard tales of people being stuck between the two forms… half human, half wolf……… though I am hoping they are nothing more than that – tales, stories, made up by teenagers to scare one another because the thought of that terrifies me!............