Chapter 40

I started this. He was about to kiss me but that Valentina of a girl interrupted. Because I don't want her to take my place, because I feared that he would stop chasing me, because of my jealousy, I kissed him and made him like this. Maybe I deserved it.
Maybe I should just let him into me just as he said. He had already begged me. But my virginity? I am still a virgin and I don't think I can allow that to happen yet.
He would fuck me if I allowed him but that also means taking my virginity away. I don't want him to take it away from me. My mind wasn't allowing him but my body was saying otherwise. I was sensitive and my legs trembled. My pussy was wet and I could feel it sloppy.