Chapter 174

• The urge to throw up wasn't left out. I tried to control myself.
• This isn't like me.
• I wasn't like this before. What was wrong with me? I think I need some help. I got up on my feet and stepped into my room. I brought out my phone and called Judith but she wasn't picking up. I got tired and slumped on the bed and rolled around the bed cuddled up in my blanket. I was trying not to think about what Drake had said to me. To be honest I don't want to think about it too much. But I found myself remembering each and every word he had said to me.