Chapter 77

• If only Gianni had told him. If only she hadn’t lied to him. If only his mom had told him. Nathan gave up thinking and finally walked into his house some minutes after ten pm. He did his best not to make any noise as he walked upstairs to his room. He didn’t want to wake his sisters up. once in his room. He took a bath and laid on his bed with his arms over his forehead. He didn’t have too much to drink and his long walk home could have made the alcohol go out of his system but he felt like he was drunk. Drunk but not drunk enough that he could forget what had happened earlier. There was no way to erase everything that happened from his mind when everything directly affected his past and everything he knew. Not just his past. His future too.
• “Nathan? Are you okay?”
• Noa asked, walking into his room, he sat up on his bed. He might have not been as quiet as he had wanted if he had been able to wake Nora up. He didn’t want to worry her with his problem.