Chapter 7 (First Kiss)

• I don’t know why but him ignoring me reminds of how Harry is not responding to any of my texts or calls.
• Yea, I haven’t stopped in trying to reach him. But the number of times has reduced but still I try reaching him every day.
• I started to check him in all social media account, as if his account is handled by his sister, her photos and videos are alone uploaded.
• I can even see the pictures of ours seems to be removed from his social media account, even the pictures we took in amusement park. I felt really sad, am I really thrown out of his heart too?
• I remember those pictures we took in amusement park we went before our marriage. He himself posted those saying, that he is showing the world that he got his woman and he wanted to spread some jealousy in his friends who mocked him of not having girlfriends till the age of 28.
• I remember that day very well, we started talking on call after the engagement of ours. He never once talked out of line, he is a pure gentleman.
• He called me out for the first time after a month later our engagement. I was feeling all thrilled for that entire week waiting for Saturday.
• That Saturday morning by 7, he came home and waited for me patiently while my father was warning him in the name of advice not to misbehave or do anything naughty before marriage to which Harry with the polite smile nodded his head.
• I can see his eyes filled with sparks of excitement just like mine. I was wearing my black jeans and yellow t-shirt. And as if we both planned, he was also wearing a black jeans and yellow t-shirt.
• I climbed on his bike, holding his shoulder and sat comfortably, as we waved bye to my parents, he started his bike. I can see a glint of anger in my dad’s eyes, because Harry brought his bike and not his car.
• I know what my father was thinking, if possible, he will go remove all those speed brakes and fill all the dents on the road. So that his princess’s body doesn’t touch his future son-in-law’s body not even for milliseconds.
• I wanted to laugh at him but to irritate him, with mischievous smile I winked at my dad and saw his fist tightening in anger worried I might do something funny. Ha ha.
• We didn’t talk anything on the way and were quiet, but I noticed him peeking at me through his bike mirror with a handsome smile on his face. I felt shy and I know the smile that I couldn’t control and the redness of my cheek is making him smile harder.
• We reached the amusement park and we went inside, it didn’t take us much time as he immediately grabbed my hand and intertwined it with his fingers after we had our first ride in amusement park.
• He asked me whether I will like to take the haunted cave ride, but I quickly shook my head because I’m too scared. Even at my house, I will not walk out of my room once I got settled in bed.
• “oh, come on Ivy. It will be fun it won’t be that scary. Whatever you see there, it’s just a dummy” he said and tried to pull me towards that place.
• But what I did is, I sat there on the ground with a pout and crossed my arms. He didn’t expect me to behave like a child and started laughing at me.
• “what are you? A kid? C’mon sweetheart, get up and let’s go to that ride” he said though my heart fluttered hearing ‘sweetheart’, I refused.
• “No way, I will not come there. If you want, you can go, I will wait for you outside” I said with a sad face and he shook his head dejectedly.
• “trust me, you will not be scared.”
• “no. How can I trust you? I’m sure there will be many scary things”
• “you don’t trust me? then… I have ways to take you there” he said after hearing me. He gave a mischievous smirk and crouched near me and suddenly kept his hands, one under my knees and one around my back and lifted me in his arms.
• My heart started racing fast and I can feel his fast heartbeat too. He walked despite the envy, and amused glances from others around there.
• “Har.. Harry let me down, I will walk.” I said but he shook his head and walked effortlessly with me in his arms, I am shy to see his face and buried my head in his chest.
• All my protest were in vain, when I sat buckled up with the belt and him with a mischief smile still lingering on his lips. I couldn’t decipher the meaning of it until the ride begun.
• He pulled me in his arms, one holding my shoulder and with the right hand he tilted my head to look at him and smashed his lips on mine. I was stunned by his actions, it is our first kiss.
• Just like he said, I was not scared of that ride but enjoyed it till the end and even wanted more but was shy to ask for it and I know even he is.
• As I remembered those days, I’m happy but also sad that I was left alone to remember them. Without my knowledge I touched my lips remembering our first kiss, and also, I felt a hot stream of tears falling down from my eyes.
• I couldn’t stay a minute without crying, thinking about him. For God’s sake, how will I stay as nothing happened when he is my husband and my love.
• What did I do to him, to receive this kind of punishment? Can’t he see that I’m suffering without him? I don’t know how to behave like him unbothered about what happened between us.
• I kept my face in-between the knees and cried silently without a single sound. One more thing I learnt from this marriage is how to cry without any sound or act like I’m all good in front of everyone, even though I’m all broken inside.