Chapter 126 Book 4: Broken Relationship: Excerpt

• Michael,
• I don’t know how you are going to take this but I will have to say it. I have been unhappy, very unhappy. I don’t know what I did or where I went wrong but you have been hurting me. I try to live with it, like it is all a phase and it would stop soon, it would go away soon but it just keep getting worse. Why won’t you trust me? Why are you finding it hard to believe a word I say? I know I hurt you by lying to you five years ago but that was then Michael, I vowed not to do that again but it seemed that even though you have said that you have forgiven me, you haven’t actually forgotten and you judge me by my past mistake and it’s hurting me, Michael, it’s depressing me.
• I have been seeing a therapist and she advised me to do this, said it will help us both. I am not leaving you Michael, but I am going away for a while. If you can’t handle the kids please take them to any of our mothers, I will only be gone for a while. I figure we both need a break, especially you; you need to forgive me Michael, please. You need to let go of the past so that our future can be smooth. I’m really sorry, I am deeply sorry and I really wish a day will come that you will trust me again and love me wholeheartedly once more.