Chapter 43 Tiny Revelation

• “I don’t want it to!” I said helplessly. Sounding like a child having a tantrum. As I tried to argue the things he was saying. Trying to push the words that were permeating my mind, aside. I concentrated on not thinking about everything happening to me.
• I felt out of control. Grasping at strands of sanity that were slipping away. Like bits of string floating away in the wind. I felt helpless. Unspeakably vulnerable. It just wasn’t going away.
• “Not your decision.” He gripped my wrists in that one fist and slid his other hand in a leisurely path down my body. Swaying through the valleys and crossing the hills in a caress that felt every part of me in such a way, that it made me wonder if he was memorizing it, just as he’d threatened.