Chapter 1 Prologue And Chapter One

• Prologue
• Red.
• I see red everywhere. This is Blood.
• It was scattered everywhere. It is rapidly spreading on the floor, flowing, it is on my feet, splashed on my face, all over my body... It on my lips, I can taste and smell it. It felt like I could not breath, it like I was drowning in it.
• Please no! I beg you, Stop!
• I tried screaming but I could not. No air to inhale. I try to moved but I am pinned to a spot, struck in an unfamiliar place. I was tied with a rope, I struggled to break free but the rope was cutting into my skin.
• Her scream echoes loud in my ear. She is in pain. Her terrible cries hurt my soul as much as she was hurt.
• For the final time, He raises the knife to my neck. The puddle of blood seems endless, drawing me down like a strong tide--
• Suddenly I wake up yelling his name in fear, I gazed at my bedspreads, there are wet with my sweat.
• At this time, I became confused... I was silent thinking of what had happened, then I recalled.
• He can never hurt me again.
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• Chapter 1
• Twenty Months Ago
• I first met Raymond when I was sixteen years old.
• Sixteen and Crazily in love with Raymond. Just imagine that!
• Katie, don't you see, this game is not interesting," Deborah complains as we went to the stand to sit and watch the volleyball game. I have no idea about Volleyball at all, but I had to feign I love volleyball. Why because he is among the volleyball team who plays ball here.
• Yes of course, I am not the only girl crushing on Raymond, or who comes here to watch him play. He is the best player so he was made the captain of his team and he is the most good looking guy in the universe - okay, I should not exaggerate. He is the hottest in our little town of Aurora, close to Joliet.
• "C'mon, this game is not boring at all," I reply her. "You need to be patient with the game because, volleyball game comes with excitement."
• Deborah glances upward with annoyance and say, "okay okay why don't you go and talk to your crush? Just make him take notice of you, you are not a shy girl."
• I sigh. Raymond is so different from me. He is always around by cheerleaders. I know what he likes because I have been observing him- he loves been around tall girls with dark long and curly hair. Not short girls like me.
• Anyways, I think it is fun to him because of the attention he is getting from the girls. And I know how it feels. The feeling of lust, hormones rising for sex, just simple. I do not know whether I will like Raymond for who he is, but he is attractive, I am lusting over him. He physique is unique when he is shirtless. With excitement, My heart races fast when he walks by. There is a feeling of warmness inside me that I want to twist my body.
• I have seen myself in dreams having hot sex with him. I love the sensation in dreams when he holds my body, caresses my neck while kissing my lips. Smooching me, our body feeling each other. Naked, FUCKING each other. I have seen myself in dreams having sex in front of a mirror. What a crazy dream!!
• I have once envisioned sex with Raymond, how it will feel like.
• I remember vividly, when I and James were dating. We nearly took it to the next level but I found out he was cheating on me with other girls. I caught him having sex with a lady at a club. All these happened last year. He pleaded for forgiveness immediately when I asked him why he cheated on me. I did forgive him but I could not trust him any more so we had to go our separate ways. After that heart break, I am very selective when it comes to men, I am careful now. Yes, I know, not all men with act like James.
• Raymond might be a cheat like James, who knows! His popularity may cause his to be a fuck boy. But, if I was asked to pick any guy to have sex with, I will definitely pick Raymond.
• "Let us go and have fun tonight, what do you think?" Deborah says. "Girls night. Let us celebrate your birthday in Joliet."