Chapter 109 Eating A Hamburger

• Why do I like to complicate things so much? I can push him away, I wish I had the interest to push him away, but one thing is wanting to do it and another is pretending to want to do it. So, I'm in trouble, in serious trouble because abstinence clouds my judgment and inhibits the part that keeps me alert.
• Because, God, he is undoubtedly a deadly sin. If Eve succumbed to sin due to the temptation of the serpent, for me, Alessandro is that damn serpent from which I can't escape, because even knowing that it's not right to continue, the forces don't help me. Because my body focuses on warming up for him.
• "Be strong, Kim. Only then can you protect your son," my mind tells me and immediately, I push him away and slap him.