Chapter 40 A Fling

• Peter's P. O. V
• My life had been a mess ever since it happened. Lotus doesn't believe anything I say now. Well, I didn't expect her to believe anything I said after I had been acting like a total jerk. But I was doing this for her, and I couldn't risk Shelia going on with what she had in mind. It would be heartbreaking to see Lotus suffer another round of shame just because of me.
• I missed her. I missed my kids, and I am sure she probably hates me by now, but what do I expect? That she loves me? After everything I have done and put her through? It would be inhuman for me to ask her for such after how I have treated her. I need to think of a way to make sure I settle things with Sheila. That fucking bitch went on ruining everything I had ever worked for, and I would make sure she would suffer for doing this.