Chapter 8

• I slammed the door behind me and finally the last inch of my tranquil shattered as I broke into loud sobs. I leaned on the door and fell on my knees, letting out the deafening sound of misery, How powerless I felt when he threatened me. I was so broken, so crushed. How could he do this to me. I could feel this tingling sensation of pain surging through me and breaking me apart. I could feel my heartache, this was a loop of agony in my mind and I cannot do anything about it but to let this painful sensation embed inside me and break me apart.
• I pulled my hair and continued to cry. Why..? I promised Mother to stay or else I would have ran away too. I cannot take it anymore. He cannot manipulate me every time by talking about Nicolas, just because I love him… I have to bear this.
• I closed my eyes when the roaring sound of my cries died down. I lowered my head and hid it in my knees, letting out silent tears. Before I knew it , a darkness fell over my eyes as I found myself falling deep into those pits of abyss.