Chapter 10

• I truly want to get a black wedding dress for my devastation, to see the reflection of my future in the mirror but this red wedding dress is very itchy. My heart was heavy, I could feel this tingling sensation of pain rushing in my every vein. My heartbeat dropped, the day was so mournful. I was pushing deep into the gloom. All I can see is despair chasing me and taking me away and bounding my life with a very demanding guy who cares only about himself, his image. My eyes were swollen due to my constant cries. I was so heartbroken, I was so lonely. There was nothing I can do but to cry over it because of my fucking father.
• When everything was done, I got up and went down. The wedding was being held in the Hotel, I walked down with a bored expression over my face, there was still time for the wedding and I had no intention of crying in that dressing room so I went. People looked at me slightly surprised but I ignored and walked down, Leon was nowhere to be found or else he would be angry because I don’t give a damn. I walked to a few guests and passed my time. “Now that’s a modern bride! Why would you wait?” Someone said. I turned, ready to mock that person but it was Father, looking angrily at me. I gave him a bored look and said, “Don’t piss me off, Elmer. I don’t want to talk to you.” I said rudely and walked away. I grit my teeth and leaned on the wall enjoying my whiskey alone but I sensed someone leaning beside me.
• “You will regret it, Candice.” An angry voice of Tyler came. I turned to looked at him and whispered, “I don’t want you to tell me that.” Ever since I have told him about my marriage he is opposing it more than me and kept coming with different reasons for me to not marry him but how will I explain to him that I don’t have any choice?