Chapter 70

• After they have both left the room I became numb and motionless as I drop to the floor crying my eyes out. It felt like something I never expected to happen even though I knew that time was running out on me
• Now I feel so tired and exhausted and I just want to cry so hard and let everything go as it was before. I feel so very defeated and tired
• The ground am sitting feels more solitude than anywhere I have ever sat before. I dropped my head to my shoulder and just let the pain that flows through my body become painless and normal