Chapter 15

He had seen me, he had looked right at me. I feel myself rephrasing that moment as we walked out of the stadium. It had been one of those moments where it feels like the time had stopped and they were only the two of you right there
It probably never happened, it probably is my mind making jest of me right now cause why will such a good looking handsome wealthy musician sight me across from the crowd, the crowd that seems never to stop cheering at him. A whole fucking mop of people and then single me out? Yeah am fucking exeggerating
Even when I went there I try to tell myself as I listened to the music that he had been singing that he wasn't handsome. I deceived myself wotoriously as it was obvious I had a myopic mindset