Chapter 62 Sit

• My body warmed at the thought of his lips on mine, but I needed to keep my wits about me. I closed my eyes and told my lady bits to chill out. This weekend has brought a whirlwind of change and I’m surprised that I’m not freaking out yet, or maybe that’s what this is. Yeah, maybe it hasn’t kicked in yet, and maybe, just maybe I’m taking this out on Levi when I have no right. What else could I do though? I still had… prior engagements I needed to clear up, I was leaving tomorrow with Andrius, and thinking about kissing Levi right now.
• What was wrong with me?
• Maybe I wanted us to fight, maybe I was waiting for something to get mad at him about, so I could avoid feeling guilty when I left him tomorrow. I swallowed as I watched Levi lean in closer. Deep down, I wanted to cancel on Andrius and see where Levi and I can go. I want to explore what we could be, but apart of me is scared. Not of Levi, but of what it meant, what we would mean. Was I worrying for nothing? Had it already begun? I would be leaving with Andrius tomorrow. I would regret not taking the opportunity to visit somewhere outside of my small little pack. I needed this and it wasn’t because I was running from Levi.