Chapter 34

• Rafael dropped his phone and looked out through the window, he had a lot on his mind but he couldn't do anyway with the thought that she was hiding something from him and he just couldn't figure it out, they had been married for over four weeks, four freaking weeks, still they haven't consummated their marriage, each time they get intimate, she gets scared and run, just what was she hiding from him? And how would he get through to her? He could tell each time that she wanted it to but something was holding her back, these past three weeks, he had tried to keep his hands to himself, and just give her the space she wanted but it has gotten to the point that he couldn't take it anymore, he has been calibate since they started dating and even when they got married, this is the longest he has gone without any sexual activities since he lost his virginity at eighteen, he might be everything else but being a cheat is not one of them, he was married so he would wait until she was ready no matter how hard that's going to be anyway, he didn't think the wait will be long anymore, with the way she responds to his kisses now, some days she gets so into it that he would just want to go on but each time he pulls back, he had told her he will wait and he would, well today was going to be that day, he already had plans.
• "You are in love with her,"
• The annoying voice said, he just laughed, he knew he wasn't in love with her, he was wise enough to know his heart, he has never been in love and he wasn't sure he ever wants to be, his father had loved his mother and look where that led him.