Chapter 60 Ynez's Picture

• Thursday morning, everything went back to normal. Our three days' vacation in the beach resort has ended but the changes that happened between me and Logan seem like will never end. After we spend nights on the beach, I just felt how the closeness between us slowly grew stronger. Not that I am assuming all the nicest things he did, that I am putting another meaning on them. Rather, I would say that Logan is now showing how possessive he is as a man. And he became used to sleep hugging me which I actually love. And oh, I almost forgot. I almost forgot how I am becoming so vulnerable and docile when I am caged in his arms for almost three days. Gosh! I don't even know where my guts are coming to still face him every morning. For goodness' sake! He didn't just kiss me or hug me. It was beyond those two… more on that.
• I know that it wasn't new. Of course, we have had sex before. But he just f*cking touch me in my private part and even though he is my husband, I still felt shame every time those sinful sins we did together came and keeps on replaying on my mind. Though I must say that everything that is going on between us every night is just pure foreplay. Last night, on the island, we almost get there. We were almost lost in the wilderness but thankfully, I got to stop him when reality dragged me back to my senses. The heck! We can't just do it again with our child sleeping just beside us.
• I maybe lost my sanity, his touches might lose my mind but when it comes to Aisle's sake, I can control.