Chapter 91 Seduced by the boss for promotion(1)

• I have always been very shy. I can hardly open up to others. As a teenager, even though a few boys tried to approach me, I turned them down. So they called me a prude or sometimes considered me a snob. I've always been a bit afraid of intimacy. Now that I am a woman, in my mid-twenties, I know I should find more courage. I know I should dare more. But I am afraid. I am afraid of the judgement of others, of what they may think of me.
• At the Uni I found my group of friends and everything went well. Then a couple of them fell in love with me, they argued and things went a bit wrong. But it's always like that: love divides people. My friends used to tell me that it's sex that repairs, but I don't have faith in that. I try to avoid any compromising situations. So I don't have problems that might arise from such complications.
• The only problem is that now that I am a woman, I should try to be less closed. I realise that my body needs attention. I notice that men look at me at work. But I don't want people to think I'm just a pretty blonde who opens her legs to get ahead: I care about my work. Of late I realised that I need to prioritise my body's needs. Every day, on my way home, I find myself having horny fantasies which make me happy.