Chapter 4 Falling Apart

• Ninette's POV
• The Riverside Hotel became my prison. Three weeks of racking up charges on my credit card I couldn't afford, because going back to the apartment felt impossible. My clothes were still there, my whole life packed into that tiny space, but every time I thought about facing it, my chest tightened until I couldn't breathe.
• My body still remembered that night. The stranger's hands on my skin. The feeling of being worshipped, wanted, seen. Now I lived in silence, no touch, no voice, just the hum of the air conditioning and the distant sound of traffic below.
• The contrast was suffocating.
• Damien filed for divorce first. He had his lawyer serve me the papers at my office, right in the middle of a team meeting.
• His assistant walked in, a woman in a crisp suit who'd probably done this a hundred times before, and scanned the conference table. "Ninette Cole?"
• My mouth went dry. "Yes?"
• "You've been served." She slid the manila envelope across the table with professional detachment.
• The room went silent. Seven pairs of eyes locked on me. Janet from accounting actually gasped, her hand flying to her mouth like she was watching a car crash.
• My fingers trembled as I opened the envelope. The paper crinkled too loudly in the silence. I read the first page right there, my vision tunneling.
• Irreconcilable differences.
• And then, in cold legal language: Damien was demanding I pay him spousal support because I had "damaged his earning potential through my emotional instability."
• The words blurred. My face burned. I could feel their stares, their judgment, the way they were already rewriting every interaction we'd ever had.
• Poor Damien. No wonder he looked so stressed.
• I stood on legs that didn't feel like mine, gathered my notebook, and walked out. I gave no explanation, no defense. Just the sound of my heels on the tile floor and the weight of their eyes on my back.
• In the bathroom, I locked myself in the furthest stall and pressed my palms against the cool metal walls. My chest heaved. Panic clawed its way up my throat. I couldn't breathe.
• Voices filtered in from the hallway, clear as glass.
• "Did you see her face?"
• "I heard he caught her cheating."
• "No, I heard she's completely unstable. Like, actually crazy. He posted about it."
• My hands shook as I pulled out my phone and found Damien's social media. His latest post had three hundred thousand views and climbing.
• It was our wedding photo. Him in his tux, looking handsome and heroic. Me smiling like I'd just won the lottery. The caption gutted me:
• "Sometimes you give your whole heart to someone who doesn't deserve it. I married a woman I thought would be my partner for life, but she became someone I didn't recognize. The judgment. The jealousy. The constant accusations. I tried to make it work, but you can't save someone who refuses to be saved. This is the hardest decision I've ever made, but I'm choosing my peace. I'm choosing me. To anyone else going through a divorce, remember: you deserve to be happy."
• The comments were worse. Thousands of strangers calling me terrible names, telling Damien he deserved better, sharing their own stories about crazy exes.
• Tessa had shared the post with her own comment: "So proud of you for choosing yourself. You're the bravest person I know."
• She'd gained fifty thousand followers in the past week.
• Apparently, being the other woman was great for engagement.
• I couldn't go back to the conference room couldn't face their knowing looks, and their whispers. I gathered my things, told my boss I was sick, and left.
• He barely looked up from his computer.
• The hotel room felt smaller every day. I'd been subsisting on room service and minibar peanuts, too anxious to go down to the restaurant where people might recognize me. My savings evaporated with every charge. Maybe two more weeks before my credit cards maxed out.
• Then what?
• I found a divorce lawyer through an online search, Patricia. Her website photo showed competent eyes and an expensive suit. Her office was downtown, all glass and steel.
• The receptionist gave me a tight smile when I checked in, like she could smell the desperation.
• Patricia was in her forties, sharp-eyed and sharper-dressed. She shook my hand firmly. "Tell me everything."
• I did. The whole sordid story spilled out about Damien and Tessa, the papers, the social media campaign painting me as the villain. She took notes, her expression never changing.
• When I finished, she set down her pen and looked at me with something like pity.
• "Mrs. Cole, I'm going to be honest with you. This is going to be ugly."
• "It's already ugly."
• "It's going to get worse." She leaned forward. "Your husband has built a narrative online. He has followers who believe every word. You're going to be harassed. The media might pick it up if he keeps gaining traction."
• My stomach dropped. "What can I do?"
• "We fight. We get you a fair settlement. We make sure he doesn't destroy you financially on top of everything else." She paused. "But I have to ask… is there any truth to his claims? Any substance abuse? Infidelity on your part?"
• The stranger's face flashed through my mind. His hands on my body. The way he'd made me feel alive.
• "No," I said which was technically true. We were separated when it happened.
• "Good. Then we have a chance."
• Patricia laid out her fees; five thousand dollar retainer and two hundred fifty an hour after that.
• I nearly threw up. But what choice did I have?
• I signed the agreement and walked out feeling like I'd just sold my soul.
• Two days later, my boss called me into his office.
• "Ninette." He didn't invite me to sit. "I'm going to be direct. Your personal situation is affecting the company's reputation. Several clients have expressed... discomfort with your involvement in their accounts."
• I stood there, numb. "I understand."
• "I think it would be best if you started looking for opportunities elsewhere."
• He couldn't say it outright, “wrongful termination”, but the message was clear.
• Get out.
• "I understand," I repeated quietly.
• I cleaned out my desk that afternoon while my coworkers pretended not to watch. Seven years of hard work for the company gone down the drain, just like that.
• The hotel manager stopped me in the lobby the next morning.
• "Ms. Cole, we need to discuss your bill."
• I already knew. "I'm working on it."
• "You've been here three weeks. The charges are substantial. We'll need payment by the end of the week."
• "I understand."
• I went back to my room and stared at my bank account. After Patricia's retainer: eight hundred dollars. The hotel bill: over three thousand. My credit cards: nearly maxed.
• I was running out of time, and running out of options.
• That night, I finally went back to the apartment.
• I waited until Damien posted about some influencer event across town, then let myself in with the key I'd never returned. Everything looked the same. The couch we'd picked out together. The coffee table I'd refinished. The photos on the walls.
• I started packing my clothes, mostly, then my laptop and a few books.
• I was shoving things into a suitcase when I heard the front door open.
• Damien walked in with Tessa on his arm.
• They both froze when they saw me.
• "What are you doing here?" he demanded.
• "Getting my things."
• "This is my apartment. You don't have a right to be here anymore."
• "Half of everything here is mine."
• "Was yours. You gave up that right when you abandoned the marriage."
• Tessa smirked from behind him. She was wearing a dress I recognized, a designer piece Damien had bought me for our anniversary last year. She'd probably been raiding my closet for weeks.
• The sight of it made something hot and sharp twist in my chest.
• "I didn't abandon anything," I said, my voice shaking. "You destroyed it."
• "God, you're so dramatic." He rolled his eyes. "Just take your stuff and go. And leave the key."
• I wanted to scream. Wanted to ask how he could do this, how he could betray me and then act like I was the problem. But what was the point?
• In his mind, he was the victim. I was the crazy ex.
• I grabbed my suitcase and walked past them without another word, left my key on the table by the door, walked out of that apartment and didn't look back.
• I made it to the elevator before the tears started.
• Back at the hotel, I stared at my phone for an hour before finally opening the email I'd been avoiding for days.
• Subject line: "Important Information Regarding Your Birth"
• It was from a hospital in Oregon, formal and written by someone in the records department conducting an audit of birth records from the late 1990s.
• They'd discovered a discrepancy. Two babies born on the same day, September 15th, had been switched. One had gone home with the Cole family and the other with the Valerio family.
• DNA tests confirmed it. I was not the biological daughter of the people who raised me.
• There was an attachment; medical records, DNA results and a small note about someone named Seraphina Valerio.
• I read it four times before the words sank in.
• Seraphina Valerio. One of the wealthiest women in the country. A business empire worth billions. And apparently, I was her biological daughter. The daughter stolen from her twenty-eight years ago.
• I sat there in that hotel room, holding proof that my entire identity was a lie, and laughed.
• It came out choked and bitter, but it was laughter nonetheless.
• Of course.
• Of course my real family was out there somewhere, living a life I'd never been part of. Of course I'd been switched at birth, raised by people who were gone now, unable to explain how this happened.
• Of course the universe would wait until I had absolutely nothing left before handing me this.
• I stared at the name. Seraphina Valerio.
• Did she even know I existed? Did she care?
• I was completely, utterly alone.
• But maybe, just maybe, I didn't have to stay that way.
• For the first time in weeks, something sparked in my chest. Not quite hope.
• But something like defiance.
• Fuck Damien. Fuck Tessa. Fuck all of them.
• If I was going to fall apart, I was going to do it spectacularly.