Chapter 72 Not Familiar

• What the hell? So this is what goes through Xavier's mind? This is why he kept Yulissa by his side but refused to interact with her? Is this also why he has been looking for “Dumbo?” So all those times when I was pretending to be stupid as well as intentionally kissed, hugged, and teased him, he was wondering if he was a pervert when I got a reaction out of him? Dang. Well, I can't say his current performance didn't change how I look at how he acted in the past. This actually reignited my interest in him. After all, he is pretty interesting while acting like this. I wanted something sexual out of our relationship, yet he truly wanted love from me. Not only that, he earnestly desired my love when I was acting like an idiot! I have to say, this is kind of funny, but it also makes me feel a little guilty. He said he was afraid he would lose control and hurt me. Yet, in reality, every time he lost control, it was because I was intentionally making it happen. Most of the time, I wanted him to lose control. Sometimes, I wished he would go further, but he ended up being the one holding himself back. At that moment, Winnie had an impulsive desire to tear away her makeup, walk up to him, and make fun of him.
• However, she managed to resist that temptation because her appearance was a little too embarrassing at the moment.
• The conversation on the deck continued.