Chapter 31

• Chapter: "The Spring"
• After several weeks of having returned to Russia, the coming Spring has arrived, and she is saying goodbye in a heartbeat. I have gone out a couple of times with Aleksander, outside, at the end of April the first leaves of trees, grass and flowers have appeared, the song of the birds, a beautiful melody opposed to the din I hear every day. Whenever I am in bed, walking from one side to the other in the room shots are heard, so I wonder, will there be another injured, a dead? Here in Russia I am still in the room, he only allows me to go out with him on some occasions, even that time he introduced me to another criminal, it was a dinner that took place in a spectral mansion, I was terrified that something would happen out of nowhere. shooting, between so many armed men and two ambitious men playing at making a friendly conversation, anything could happen. In the end we returned home, and I became a hostage again and it breaks my heart.
• Not being able to see the sun when I want to, only when he decides to, makes me feel helpless.