Chapter 48 Reprisal

• We have a wonderful time at the beach. As always. The sun heats up the surface, allowing us to stay a little longer without catching a cold.
• Loraine turns into a child when she is in the water, she can play for hours in there.
• What is striking is that she always avoids being held intimately by me. No sex in the water like before, I can't even touch her breasts. She still kisses me lightly, but that's all there is to it for me. This is mentally exhausting me immensely, I long for her like crazy, it's been weeks since I last had intercourse with her.