Chapter 101

• The moment we were in, he closed the door, placed me on my feet, yanked my dress off of my head, and with a firm yet gentle hand, pushed me towards the bed. Never taking his eyes away from mine, J'onn started to undress. He was taking too long so I started playing with myself subconsciously. My left hand was fiddling with my breasts and my right hand went straight to my pussy, rubbing my clit as I watched J'onn's dick grow when he took off his briefs. He was done peeling off his clothes but he didn't stir for a long time, watching me pleasuring myself, moaning. He could tell I was getting frustrated so he finally entered the bed to deliver me what I desired. J'onn mounted me, put his dick at my entrance, and entered me slowly. He shifted to his beast mode and went hard and fast on me, flipping me around and changing positions until we both reached our climax, with the duo heavy panting. Once J'onn came down from his buzz, he hugged me tight to him. He could tell that my chest was rising and falling against him. He leaned in closer to me and kissed the crown of my head deeply. J'onn suddenly realized that there was something wet on his chest. He glanced down at me and realized that there were tears in my eyes. "Why were you acting that way before, huh? I can tell you wanted it and you enjoyed it. What is bothering you, my love?" I looked up at him. "Why does it hurt so good?" "Because it is right and we were meant to do this." I smiled, laughing. "It's crazy because I think I felt this way the first time we had sex at the house." He smiled, "You mean the time you came to rape you?" I gently pushed him, and he chuckled. J'onn leaned down to me and kissed my hand. "I remember that night. You said you'd be my girlfriend. I never had to battle for women's attention but you made me struggle so much to gain your heart and confidence.". I remember you stood me up several times before you showed up that evening. I was so worried you were not going to appear but I was the happiest man alive when you crossed over. "So you are confessing you seduced me and that you slept with me?" I asked him. "I knew it was either that night or never. I loved you so much and I knew I had to try everything in my power to make you mine. I didn't want someone to take you away from me." "Years later and what I feel for you after that night is still stronger. I love you so much, Bonnie." I stared at him with intensity, not failing to notice sincerity in his eyes. "You don't have to repeat it back if you don't want to or if you need some time to be okay with it. I'm not going to rush. This time, we're doing it at your pace. I swear." I didn't answer, crossing my legs over his, under the blanket. "I'm glad you're here. I missed your body heat." He smiled, "I've missed you too. I don't ever want to release you and hold you all the time." "Then don't." I said immediately and he nodded. Like on cue, J'onn caressed my side profile, tracing my belly. I swallowed in pain, remembering that I had not yet informed him. I really wanted to but I did not know where to start. "Thank you for blessing me with the beautiful daughter. I know I have said it already but I would like you to know that I really mean it." He kissed the side of my forehead. *It must have been hard for you to do it alone. But then, too, you raised up such a bright, wonderful, and kind young woman.* "I've been in business life as long as I can remember and I know I've won business that made me feel so good but none of them compare to what I felt tonight." "I've never felt so complete like the way I felt earlier. It hurts to think that I missed so much of her life." "I'm happy you realize that you share such a great rapport with our daughter. It means a lot to me." I said sincerely. "I know that you lost out on much but I don't want you to rue those moments. The more you rue, the more you hurt. "Life has blessed you with this so beautiful opportunity to make your own memories with her, so make the most of it." "I was so scared about how she would be towards you but with all that has happened, I'm really a proud mom." "Thanks to you, I'm a proud Daddy too. "You two complete my life and I promise to love and protect you both with my life." I smiled. "What is wrong with you?" "Nothing." I grunted, snuggling deeper into his chest, as if I wanted to eat him. "Tell me, I want to know what's on your mind." "I don't know how I was able to do this my entire life. But it certainly wasn't easy. I know I had my brother who had always been there for me but it can't be compared to what you said." " pampered I feel, being talked sweet nothings to, not having to worry about one thing for a while, and most of all, to be in your arms." J'onn hugged me closer to him and kissed the side of my forehead. "You will never be alone again. I promise you this." Beginning now, I'm going to be right beside you every step of the way and I am going to do everything within my power to always make you happy." He placed his thumb under my chin and brought it up so he could look into my eyes. "You are my Queen and I am going to make sure that you have the best things.". "You're so sweet." I smiled and ran my hand down between his legs. I took my hand and wrapped it around his dick and started to stroke it slowly. "Bonnie." He groaned slowly. "Yes, baby." I growled, looking very innocent. I had no idea why I was so horny. I knew that it could be my hormones but I did not care. By this time, I was sure that I wanted all of J'onn. "You like it, don't you?" I nodded, increasing the speed in stroking his dick. "I can't say yet." "Why?" "It's getting bigger in my hands," "Are you afraid of that?" "Check if it's going to fit." I slid down away from his chest, between his knees and J'onn was close to losing it when he could feel his dick in my mouth. "F**k!" He cursed, closing his eyes, feeling me swallow his length as far as possible in my throat. As best as he could remember, I always used to blow him the best and that never changed whatsoever. J'onn almost lost his mind when he felt me gag on his dick. Just when he thought he had gotten it all from me, he saw me ride him and get into a reverse cowgirl position, sitting on his dick slowly. J'onn smiled, knowing that it was going to be a very long night for the two of us. We experimented with each other in many different positions, until we were full of each other. "That was amazing!!" J'onn panted out, gasping for breath. "I love it when you take charge." I smiled into his chest, my chest rising and falling. Seeing how exhausted I was, J'onn let me sleep. "Sleep, my love. We will continue tomorrow." He kissed me on the lips, embracing me. (A few hours later) J'onn was a pretty light sleeper so he had to open his eyes when he saw me pushing his arm away strongly from around my waist. He saw me rush off the bed, then I rushed into the next-door bathroom, followed by the sound of me throwing up. J'onn frowned, attempting to determine what was going on. "Bonnie?" J'onn called out my name listlessly, still sitting in his position where he was, attempting to determine what was going on. He listened to another thud of me throwing up again. This time the thud was louder, loud enough to wake him out of his trance. He got off the bed, grabbed his briefs from the ground, slipped them on in an instant, and sprinted towards the bathroom. "Bonnie?!" He called out my name, entered the bathroom, and approached me. I was on my knees and had my head in the toilet bowl, pushing my guts out. When he came to my side, J'onn halted for a few seconds not knowing what to do, but then squatted down and touched my back lightly. My hair was tied in a ponytail so it was already out of my face. "It's all right, my love." He spoke really softly, rubbing my back with gentle circular strokes.