Chapter 87 Let's Make Love (Two)

• Ater my relationship with Janet had ended, I felt sad. I felt unhappy and I felt depressed too. I missed her. I missed us. I missed what we were. I missed what we could have been. I miss what we were going to be.
• She has been the best sweet type of pain in my life for the past three years. Three years of fights, unnecessary quarrels, toxicity, love, malice, arguments, jealousy, friendships, comfort, sweetness, bitterness, happiness and everything that could be found in a man and woman relationship.
• Janet Macaulay has been my friend, my best friend, my lover, my sister, and in her I found a motherly love which I have never had. She wasn't the best of ladies around but she wasn't fake either and her genuine trait was one of the attractive aura she had on me. I understood she couldn't cope with me anymore. My financial state wasn't capable of taking care of me, let alone taking care of her and I understood that she couldn't cope with me any longer.