Chapter 29

• Ester, Are you sure? Because we both know, Neither you nor me can live without each other.
• Deluged in extreme agony, My mind couldn't comprehend what has just happened. My breath is stuck in my throat as I couldn't find comfort anywhere, I am still where she left me in the cold. My heart felt heavy, I couldn't explain my heartbreak. I was breaking over and over again, not knowing why me of all people. Why are all the miseries in my fate? I have suffered enough, I did what Henry told me always, I pushed Ester away, I tried to liberate myself from my overwhelming pain by attempting suicide but all of it was in vain and I still where I started; Devastated and desolated. I couldn't take it anymore and I wouldn't even let it. The little of my strength buried inside me, I will dig it out and prove my innocence to Ester. I cannot lose this last ray of hope. For it, I won't be weak this time. No matter how much I will fall this time, I will not lose hope. I will stand up and move toward the light. For the sake of the life I desire to live, I need to be unbreakable. I have to take every step cautiously, avoiding every thorn. One mistake and everything will fall apart.
• Finally after spending hours of ravage and shedding tears that Ester left even after promising to stay with me. I composed myself and swallowed every harsh feeling inside me and contained my emotions putting up a cold front. I stood up from the ground and went to our room. I took a long bath to clear my mind from the wreck that just happened and collected my thoughts.