Chapter 52

• Meeting Ian has been torture for my emotions. I never thought that being near him would make me feel sick to my stomach. This leads me to the conclusion that my emotions are like a roller coaster when it comes to him.
• I arrive home, take a bath, and order a pizza for dinner. After the week I've had, I deserve it.
• My subconscious scolds me because I always say that when I eat too much. While I wait for my food, I make an electronic transfer to my mother with her salary for this week. She always gives me a percentage back, but I leave it in the bank in a separate account in case it's needed.