Chapter 69 All in

• A couple of days after their last sexual encounter, there was an awkward silence between them every now and then. It was as if the two of them knew something was wrong but didn't want to be the first to point out the elephant in the room.
• Cassidy thought since he was the mature one he should've discussed whatever is going on with them, more so because she was worried that she might overthink it. But in Rowan's mind, he thought if Cassidy had any qualms she should ask him, and since she didn't ask any questions, he ended up talking about everything else to steer clear of the issue.
• It was stupid, he knows that he should talk about it. But in his mind, he really didn't want to lose her if he pushes too fast. He never felt so in love before that he knew he'd be lost without her. It was pathetic and so fucking sappy he thought. But the truth was that he just wanted to be with her, to love her for however long they can be together.