Chapter 11 Watching And Waiting

• These last few days have been hell for me. I was sure that Kosta would have at least tried to talk to me and try to work things out between us. This is the first time we have slept apart since we mated. It doesn’t seem to phase him at all. On the other hand, I cried myself to sleep that first night. I left the connection between me and Kosta open so that he could feel all of my pain. After a while, he blocked me rather than comforting me. I felt so hurt and alone. This was the beginning of me accepting that it is really over between us and there is nothing I can do to fix this. If my mate feeling me in pain could not break through, I don’t think anything will. A true mate should not be able to feel that amount of pain from their mate and not respond to it. The fact that he could and did speaks volumes. I realized that it was pointless for me to keep a connection that was unwanted on the other end, so I kept my block up.
• I have been sitting back these last few days watching Khalis acting like she is my replacement. She has been trying to order the Omegas and other pack members around. I have been able to quietly see who is loyal to me and pick out her followers. She has been threatening the pack members who have remained loyal to me; telling them that it is only a matter of time before she is the Luna of the pack and she will make them regret it. I have been secretly reassuring them that I will protect them and take them with me when I leave. They know my family is much more powerful than Khalis or even Kosta will ever be. Neither of them can touch anyone I have sworn to protect. I have sent the names of the people loyal to me to my brother. The sad thing is Kosta is sitting back and allowing it to happen. He is destroying his pack from the inside. Several of his ranked members and elite warriors have threatened to leave the pack if Khalis becomes the luna. Maybe he wants her more than he wants the pack. I can’t even begin to figure out what is going on in Kosta’s head.
• It is so hard and painful to sit back and watch her undo everything I have worked so hard to accomplish in this pack, but it is no longer my issue. I just hope Kosta gets his head out of his ass before she destroys everything. I can’t believe Kosta gave the pack’s bank card to Khalis to use. Gamma Tima said he gave her the card to buy items for the pack, but she has been using the card to buy luxury items for herself. She must not know that I have moved all of my money and this pack is almost broke. I would love to see the look on Kosta’s face when he sees how much money she is spending and how little money is actually going towards necessities for the pack. It would be funny if it didn’t hurt so much. I tried to take everything from me, and I actually had to step in and stop Khalis from taking everything from the pack. I was able to block her card and limit the use of it. I wish I was there when she went to Kosta complaining about her card being denied. Gamma Time told me that Kosta got mad about it and was going to confront me about it until the Head Omega gave him the receipt for the items Khalis purchased with the card. Needless to say, he came out looking like the fool he is. She has a whole new wardrobe, and his pack is barely eating. She spent over twenty thousand dollars before I blocked her card. Only Gamma Tima knows that I stepped in. As far as Kosta and the Head Omega know, the bank flagged the card use as fraud due to the unusual spending recently. It’s a good thing my family owns the bank.