Chapter 1 I Have No Regrets

• Aria's POV
• I felt the weight of the man as he mounted me while I laid naked, sprawled on the bed, my legs parted and my heart thumping in my chest.
• His eyes darkened as they lingered on my breasts. I felt so ashamed and shy, so I unconsciously put a hand over them, but he slapped it away.
• “First time?” His deep voice fanned my neck as he whispered, his cologne almost driving me insane.
• “Yes.” I admitted softly, tears rolling down my cheeks, but suddenly, the reason for my tears changed. He dragged himself lower and he immediately sucked in a nipple. I let out a sharp, disbelievingly cry. My eyes widened, my insides suddenly coming alive.
• My toes curled up, the feeling better than anything I've ever experienced in my entire life. Something deliciously heavenly awoke in me and heat pooled in my stomach.
• He chewed on it hungrily and when I tried to hold in my moans because I was embarrassed, he pinched the other nipple, hard. I gasped loudly as I felt it, and he kept flicking his finger on it, his hands kneading it so I just kept screaming.
• “You're so easy to please, and I've not even started.” He teased, raising his head to look up at me while my chest rose and fell.
• My name is Aria Monroe, eighteen years old, in the prime of my youth, but unable to afford medical expenses for my sick mother and brother.
• So tonight, I sold myself. He initially told me that if I didn't want to do it, I didn't have to, but I stood my ground and swore to accept everything he'll do to me, but I never expected it to be like this, to be this…sinful. To love it so much already.
• The man didn't stop, he continued on, trailing kisses all the way from my sternum, running his hot tongue over my navel and just when I thought I will never feel something hotter than what he had just done to my poor breasts, he locked my thighs with his arms and sank, head first in-between my legs.
• The wetness of his gliding tongue on my slick folds made me tremble, uncontrollable tears of pleasure running down my cheeks. I've never experienced something so euphoric.
• My legs shook as he probed even deeper this time, his tongue sinking inside my pussy.
• I completely lost all sense of reasoning when he spat on it, smeared his spit all over and then began to suck my pussy into his mouth. I couldn't stifle my gasps or moans, even though I was embarrassed. A sensation I've never felt before made my legs tremble even harder, and the man pulled out, making me freeze momentarily before he spoke.
• “Someone wants to come,” He teased. Wait, let's get this cock inside you first.”
• He left me hanging for a moment, and something I didn't understand was hurting. I needed to be free, to release something shaking up my insides and making me go crazy.
• He smirked, amused by my impatient face.
• “You're so delicious. Have some patience, I'll give you what you want.”
• He pulled down his pants and brought out his cock. When I saw the long length, I became terrified. I've never seen one in front of me before. I was scared of what it was about to do to me, but somehow, I knew I needed it badly.
• He mounted me again.
• “This might hurt a bit.” I shut my eyes and bit my lips, anticipating.
• Nothing prepared me for the stinging pain I felt when he penetrated me.
• He was slow and surprisingly careful for a client, guiding me until he finally took what he wanted. After adjusting, he just went wild, fucking me aggressively like he was mad at me.
• I just laid there, taking everything until the pain turned into pleasure and I screamed.
• “Oh God, Sir. Oh God!” I begged, unsure of what I was begging for as he completely pinned me to the bed, both of us beginning to get soaked in sweat.
• “Trust me, it's all me. Be a good girl and take it.” His deep, dark voice wasn't helping matters. It excited me even more and whatever was coming, tripled as it lit up my body.
• “But-”
• “No buts. Let me get my money's worth, you agreed to do this, and you're so fucking hot I can't slow down.” He groaned frustratedly, fucking me with all his might. If he kept at this pace, I was already prepared to pass away.
• It was here. It shook me so violently as it rippled through me, igniting me, taking me to hell and back. My first orgasm.
• For a while the world seemed to spin and my breathing doubled abnormally. As the last of my high came down, all my problems floated to the top of my brain again, but he wasn't done with me.
• He flipped me over, finished my skin with hickeys especially my breasts, had me in every position until I cummed two times more, life changing ones before he finally came too.
• He rolled off me and fell beside me on the bed, thoroughly satisfied after wrecking the last of my dignity.
• ……
• Finally, as the sky began to lighten, I saw the man get up and head to the bathroom. I quickly got up, ignoring the pain in my lower body, put on my clothes, and ran out of the room.
• Walking downstairs, I saw the middle-aged woman who introduced me to this business standing on the roadside. She seemed impatient, pacing back and forth.
• Seeing me come out, she looked at me mockingly, disdainfully throwing a black bag at me, "This is your reward."
• Without hesitation, I took it, grabbed the money, and ran away quickly.
• The pain in my lower body reminded me of the unbearable night, but now I just wanted to get to the hospital quickly.
• It was just getting light, and the corridor was quiet.
• I ran to the operating room door, looking at the two stretchers on the floor, my mother and brother lying on them.
• My heart ached as I hadn't paid, so they hadn't been taken into the operating room.
• Choking back tears, I said, "I have money, I have money, please save my mother and brother..."
• I cried as I handed the money to the doctor, who glanced at it, had the nurse count it, and then instructed the medical staff to take my mother into the operating room.
• Seeing that my brother hadn't been taken in for treatment, I quickly rushed forward, grabbed the doctor, and begged, "Please save my brother too..."
• The doctor sighed, "I'm sorry, there's no hope for your brother..."
• No hope?!
• Everything went black before my eyes... It felt like a thunderbolt had struck me, hitting me hard on the head!
• Why is fate so cruel to me? My brother is only 7 years old, his bright future hasn't even begun, and it's already over like this?
• Eight years ago, I was ten years old when my dad cheated on my mom and abandoned us, sending my pregnant mom and me to a foreign country where we knew no one.
• Later, my brother was born, and at the age of three, he was diagnosed with autism.
• We were already struggling to make ends meet, and my brother's condition only made things worse.
• My mom and I took odd jobs everywhere just to get by.
• But then a car accident suddenly struck, and my brother was hit.
• In a foreign land where we had no family, no money, and no sympathy, I experienced what it meant to be at the end of the road.
• Forced into a corner, I sold myself, but still couldn't save my brother.
• I sat paralyzed on the ground, my heart aching as if someone was squeezing it, breathing becoming difficult.
• But I had to accept it, and I had to smile through it, because I still had my mom.
• I had already lost my brother, I couldn't lose my mom too.
• My mom needed me.
• After treatment, my mom's health improved, but upon learning of my brother's death, she completely fell apart.
• I held her and cried, saying, "Mom, you still have me, live well for my sake."
• During the month in the hospital, I saw my mom often sitting by the bed lost in thought.
• I knew she was thinking of my brother, and if it weren't for me, she might have followed him.
• Because I had to take care of my mom and had no time for school, I was expelled.
• But seeing my mom's condition improving, I knew my efforts weren't in vain.
• Carrying food, I walked into the hospital and as I reached the door of the ward, I heard voices inside—
• A voice I knew well, even after eight years, I still remembered clearly how he forced my mom to divorce him.
• It was my dad—Blake Monroe.
• After sending us here, he never once checked on us.
• What was he doing here today?
• I quietly stood by the door and peeked inside through the crack.
• "Lila, you and Mrs. Family Reid were like sisters, you even arranged a marriage contract, according to which your daughter should be the one to marry..."
• "What do you mean, Blake Monroe?!" Mom, despite her injuries, struggled to get up and hit him.
• Without thinking much, I pushed the door open.
• With tears in my eyes, I said, "I'll marry."