Chapter 118

• I close my eyes trying to keep Esteban from appearing in my mind, but I do it with force and now he keeps appearing greeting me and talking.
• I was suffering from his absence, longing for his warmth and his hugs. I know that Hernán looks at me curiously from the other end, however I don't say anything, I don't know very well what words he was saying, because the only thing I want at this moment is not to feel empty and it's very difficult for me.
• I move uncomfortable in the place, my butt hurts a little from sitting so much traveling non-stop. I think it's something normal, I don't know what to say, I really would like to be home again: caressing my belly like so many days ago and I felt happy. I miss that everyday life which will never be the same again.