Chapter 8
- Zara’s POV
- I didn’t even make it halfway down the corridor before Atlas found me. Talia had told me she needed to use the restroom so we separated.
- It wasn’t like I didn’t hear him coming, his boots echoed on the stone floor like a drum — but somehow, I thought maybe if I kept walking, kept my head down, he’d just let it go. He didn’t.
- “Zara.”
- His voice. Low and rough.
- I kept walking.
- “Zara!”
- A hand clamped around my wrist, pulling me back so fast I stumbled. My back hit the wall with a soft thud, the cold stone biting through my uniform. His hand braced beside my head, his other still gripping my wrist.
- His eyes — gods, his eyes.
- That stormy gray, swirling with something I couldn’t read. Anger? Confusion? Hunger?
- I didn’t know. But it left me breathless.
- “Let go of me,” I said, trying to sound steady.
- He didn’t.
- “What the hell are you really doing here?” His voice was harsh, but not loud, like he didn’t want the others to hear. Like this was our secret.
- I glared up at him. “What does that even mean?”
- His fingers tightened. Just enough that I felt it, sharp and real.
- “You shouldn’t be here. At Blackwood. You shouldn’t be anywhere near me.”
- “Why? Because you say so?”
- “Yes because I said so.”
- I laughed. A shaky, bitter sound. “You don’t tell me what to do. In case you hadn’t noticed, I didn’t exactly ask to be here.”
- His jaw clenched. His grip shifted, not tighter, but firmer, like he was trying to keep me still, keep me from slipping through his fingers.
- “You don’t understand—”
- “Then explain it!”
- His breath hitched. For a second, the storm in his eyes calmed, just a fraction.
- But then his hand on my wrist…It did hurt.
- “Let go of me. You’re hurting me,” I said, voice low, biting off each word.
- His eyes widened , just a second, and his hand fell away like I’d burned him.
- I rubbed my wrist, glaring at him, but my heart was hammering so loud I swore he could hear it.
- We stood there. Close enough to each other. Too close.
- Neither of us spoke. The tension wrapped us both, pulling, and pulling.
- Until the sound of footsteps down the hall broke it.
- Atlas stepped back, running a hand through his hair, looking everywhere but at me.
- “I shouldn’t have grabbed you,” he said finally, voice rough with regret.
- “No,” I said, still glaring. “You shouldn’t have.”
- Then I turned and walked away, leaving him standing there with his fists clenched at his sides.
- ….
- Later that night….I couldn’t sleep.
- Not because of what happened with Atlas, though the memory of his eyes, his voice, his touch haunted me.
- But because of the symbols. The second one scratched on my window tonight.
- A circle. An X through the middle. Like a mark, more like a warning.
- I couldn’t just sit there and wait for whoever , whatever, was leaving them.
- So I slipped on my boots, grabbed my jacket, and crept out into the night.
- ….
- The halls were empty mostly. Kai found me before I made it to the courtyard.
- Why was he out this late though?
- “Out after dark, new girl?” His grin was all teeth. “Brave. Or stupid.”
- “Go away, Kai.”
- He stepped in front of me, blocking my path. “Or what? You’ll run to Atlas again?”
- I stiffened.
- His smile widened. “Thought so.”
- “I don’t have time for this,” I snapped, trying to push past him.
- But he caught my arm. Not hard, but enough to stop me.
- “What’s the rush, Mira? Oh! It’s Zara now. Looking for more symbols on your window?”
- I froze.
- “How do you know about that?”
- He laughed. “Everyone knows. You’re the most interesting thing to happen here in years.”
- What?
- His gaze dropped to where his fingers circled my arm.
- “And I’m not done with you yet.”
- Before I could retort, a voice rang out.
- “Back off, Kai.” It was Atlas.
- Kai let go, smirking. “Look at that. Your knight in shining armor.”
- Atlas didn’t smile. He just stared Kai down, radiating menace.
- Kai raised his hands in mock surrender. “Fine, fine. She’s all yours.”
- And then he was gone, disappearing into the shadows.
- I let out a shaky breath. Atlas stepped closer, his voice softer now.
- “Are you okay?”
- Huh? Did I hear right?
- I met his gaze, heart still racing. “Why do you care?”
- He hesitated. Then:
- “Why ain’t you sleeping?”
- And somehow, that was the most honest thing either of us had said all night.