Chapter 53 A Shattered Night

• As Edward drove with no destination in mind, he kept on thinking about what had happened that night. His heart was heavy and the pains he was feeling that night was quite familiar as it was the same pain he had felt the day his mother died and the night he found out Sophia was cheating on him. But the pain he was feeling that night was different; it hurts different. The pain was more than the ones he had felt before and he felt like his heart was being ripped out of his chest.
• He tried taking the scene off his head but he just couldn't. He tried focusing on the road ahead but he just couldn't. He also tried to brace himself up not to cry but he didn't know when tears started to roll down his eyes, making his vision blurred.
• "Why did she do this to me? Despite the love I have for. How could she deceive me and hid such a thing from me when I was so transparent and opened with her? Why do I get hurt every time I try to fall in love? Why can't I ever be happy? Just why?", Edward yelled, hitting his hands on the steering wheel. After driving for some time at a high speed and with no destination in mind, he decided to park by the road side. On parking, he reached out for his diary which he had written all the special memories he had with Ellie and began to read it amidst tears. As he read each page, he felt like each memory was being played right in front of him. He remembered how they laughed together and how she mended his broken heart. His mind went back to how she had struggled so hard to convince Collins in having a collaboration with his father's company just to keep their love and it was at that moment he realized that, she truly was in love with him.