Chapter 105 Elephant In The Room

• : : : Sophie : : :
• Walking into the library with Jayden, the silence between us is thick and heavy. Breakfast had been a tense affair, filled with nothing but basic pleasantries. We both avoided talking about last night, though I’m sure it’s in both of our minds. Meanwhile, as we step deeper into the library, the silence seems to scream even louder. Not to mention, there’s the existence of a fat elephant in this room, and its name is sexual tension.
• I fiddle my thumbs as I walk towards an aisle and he goes to a different one. Being a little far away from him brings me a little sigh of relief. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore, okay? With Kieran, with Jayden, with everything. It’s like I don’t know how to be myself anymore.