Chapter 16: Doomed

• I didn't freeze for a long time, the need to cum overrode the shock of seeing Rakel. My gaze remained locked on his as I continued pumping my hand rhythmically in and out of me.
• I can imagine what I look like at the moment, flushed cheeks, desperate and needy like a slut. I felt ashamed of my actions, but had no choice but to keep going. My mind was screaming at me to stop, but my body was saying another thing. For some unknown reason, him watching my movement with a heated gaze made it erotic in some way. It didn't feel weird, like when my stepdad always stands there with disgusting lust in his eyes. The look in Rakel's eyes was longing, pure desire, and something I couldn't fathom in my ecstatic state. I had to break eye contact when I felt a familiar pressure in my tummy, which tells me I'm near. My eyes shut as I came, moaning out loud.
• Few minutes passed before I realize what just happened. I jolted up from the bed, taking the sheets, so I can wrap them around my body. I knew I was blushing all over my body, I searched my brain thinking of a way out of this but couldn't come up with anything. I mean... How the heck will I explain the fact that I am an addict to a stranger? Not just any kind of addiction, but an addict to masturbating?