Chapter 63 Seleste-encounter With The Moon Goddess

• After the conference call, I was emotionally spent. I asked Julian if I could have the room that I had stayed in before and take a rest. I need some me-time and a good nap. After greeting and hugging the king, and queen, I go to my room. This will be my sanctuary for now. I had to convince Councilman Bari to let me stay with the coven. They wanted to move me to another safe house run by the council, but I feel safest here. I trust Julian and his family more than anyone outside of my Circle and Alpha Clark. I had to convince my dad and all of my friends that I was ok. I needed time away from everything for now. I promised my dad that I would be home once I was ready. Right now, my mom and my dad are ready to go to war with Jarvis.
• Jarvis’ mom tried to call me. I know it is not her fault, but I told her I just needed a little time right now. She apologized and let me know that she was there for me whenever I needed to talk. She and Jarvis’ father are not on speaking terms with him right now. They and the whole pack are upset that he hurt their new luna. I thanked Momma Daisy for calling me. I know under other circumstances, we would be extremely close, but I just can’t keep a connection with Jarvis right now.
• I am finally in a quiet place to myself. I just want to go to sleep, wake up and realize this is just a dream. I cannot understand why the moon goddess would allow this to happen to me. I was taught all of my life that the moon goddess wanted me to be happily mated, but I was rejected by one mate and cheated on and disrespected by my second chance mate. I don’t think I want another mate after this. I do not have it in me to trust in the mate bond anymore. I was taught that if I needed and got a second chance mate, he would make up for everything that went wrong with the first mate. Was everything they taught me a lie?