Chapter 16 Trevor- The Plan

• After I left Seleste, I just drove around for hours. I parked and went to my quiet spot in the woods, but it did not have the same calming effect it usually had. I can’t explain it, but ever since I rejected Seleste in this spot, it feels depressing to be here. The moon used to shine the brightest in this spot, but the moonlight has become dull here. I came here for peace, but peace did not find me here. There is so much going on in my head. Convel is mad at me. I snapped at Shana for no real reason. All because she tried to stick up for Seleste. My friends are avoiding me. I don’t know how it got to this point. This is all Seleste’s fault. Why did the moon goddess pair me with her? Why couldn’t she be different? Things would be like this if she was the type of mate that I needed. Then I would not have rejected her. My friends wouldn’t be mad at me and we would all be happy.
• “Trevor, this is messed up thinking, even for you,” Convel says. “How can you blame mate for you letting your pride lead you down the dark road you choose to travel down This was all you?”
• “But she caused it by being petty when we fought. I know she is jealous that I will be alpha and she will still be a Gamma. I can tell that she wants to control things. Remember, she tried to tell me how I could be better. That is not her job or place. She is not better than me.”