Chapter 28 Letting Go

• I wake up to the most beautiful pair of dark brown eyes staring at me in my room. After that mind-blowing lovemaking session we had yesterday, we fell asleep right after, Andy fondling me in his arms. I had just lost my purity to him, but I had and still have no regrets whatsoever. I surrendered to the man I love. I love him so much and I want to do anything and everything with him.
• He made lunch for us yesterday and we had it on his bed after changing the stained sheets and having a warm bath together. Stained, yes, with the proof of my virginity that I had willingly given to him. I experienced something so sweet yesterday, and Andy was no less sweet and gentle. He wanted me to remain on his bed after he left to pick Angel up from school, but after he was gone, I had to leave his comfortable bed and drag myself to my room. It's not because I was ashamed or that I didn't want to remain on that bed and room that has beautiful memories of our first time, but because I thought of his daughter. I was the first thing she would ask the moment she got home. What would she have thought finding me lying comfortably on her father's bed? What would we been our explanation to her? I didn't want to complicate things for the young girl, and him too. For all of us.
• As I speculated, she came home all bubbly running straight to my room after she failed to see me in the kitchen. I had made the right choice, and I saw how relieved Andy was. He hadn't thought of that. They spent the rest of the evening hours playing, and at night, I dragged myself downstairs while they were in the kitchen. I waited in the ample dining area as he made dinner, and we ate together.