Chapter 104 Lie In His Eyes

I lost the track of time when the sadness took over me. Dina has dropped me two hours ago and now it was just my sad life with me. I laid in my bed, lights out, and Bailey sleeping in her bed. If I can't trust Steven, I don't know I can trust anyone else. He was so persuasive when he showed his care to me, the way he looked in my eyes was always full of love and care, but the moment I saw him in the room with Ivory, I have felt like I won't be able to fell in love again.
I closed my eyes and a tear wet my eyelashes. I have been trying to persuade myself that everything will be okay, that it's not considered cheating when we are not in a relationship, but how am I supposed to believe in his love when all this time he showed me care, proved me his love but is messing around with other girls. I thought we had a special connection, a person I can truly believe in. Now I wouldn't stop thinking, has he moved on from me? Because that explains why he is ignoring me, not answering my texts and if that's the case, I can't blame him. Maybe I am here crying and grieving while he has already moved on, we never were a couple so in that case it isn't considered cheating. With that being said, I persuaded my heart that it is fine, it is fine until he comes back and expresses his feelings to me, that will never be okay, it will be an indication of him playing a fool of me.
I sighed and closed my eyes, after all the heartache, I finally dozed off.