Chapter 42 Please stop this

• I must have slept off while crying because I woke up in that same position with my neck feeling stiff and my right hand completely numb.
• I managed to get off the bed and wobbled to the bathroom where I opened warm water on myself, letting it soak my skin and heat my blood up. I was soon covered in pins and needles but the warm water helped to deal with it. Once I felt better I went back to the room and checked the time, it was around 2am. My mind was clear and my chest was light. I picked my phone and sent a text to Sophia, asking her to see me at the shop if she was in town. Then I went to bed and tried to sleep. If Uncle Liam hadn't taken my pills away, I would have used some.
• Morning soon came and I hit the road as early as 5 am. I had been awake for hours and had had too much time to think and masturbate. On my way to the greenhouse, Sophia responded that she wasn't in town leaving me with no choice than to confront Uncle Ron. Problem was, I wasn't ready to talk to that dunce.