Chapter 51 - Adaptation

At least I can say that I felt peace, that I have been feeling since I set foot on these lands even though they were doing nothing more for me than existing. I felt comfortable after so many circumstances and it was something that I had wanted to feel for so long that I almost forgot how much I had been longing for it, although the situation with Fabrizio had complicated everything even more and in more ways than one, it made me I had been feeling in chaos for some time and that is not something I could wish on anyone.
I could finally feel calm and relaxed by simply not being involved in anything, by simply being another person in a world full of other insignificant people too, it was a truly indescribable and totally comforting feeling.
A few days had passed since we had arrived on that plane after traveling so many kilometers through the sky, between two to three weeks had already passed and things were beginning to fall into place little by little and one step at a time, I had gotten a position I had been a waitress for a week now and I had even forgotten what it was like to work in something where I wasn't seen as a mere sexual object. It felt so good to feel like just a person again in front of all or most of the eyes around you, to feel that they don't just see you as a piece of meat that moves in front of them trying to provoke them since that's what you do. dedicate yourself