Chapter 30 The Fact That I'm Not Crying Doesn't Mean That I'm Not Sad

• My father’s funeral had ended. It had been a grand and solemn event. I had felt nothing. I had been like a zombie. The only bit of comfort I got was from the fact that I could carry my father’s funeral portrait. It had made me feel that slight bit closer to him.
• Xi Qingchuan and I had not said a single word to each other during the entire ceremony. My stepmother and the rest of my family had ignored me completely. I had become a complete stranger.
• I hadn’t minded at all. I didn’t care what they thought of me, and I didn’t care if they thought about me at all.